TO: someone 

u think you have forgotten her but in fact u haven ! best friends who are u kiddng ?

By saying that u care and all are just bullshit , since u're too busy for ur friends , no in fat no , for ppl u neglect and make use of den what for pretend u care ?

Since they mean the world ,I really am wrong  what are fiends , w/o life still goes on.

by putting friends in a important position is wrong of me , i was dumb to believe i mean something to u , but i was wrong , i was just someone for u to empty ur trash ! U KNOW THAT I will be alone there , yet i was less of someone to u !

while thanks and no thanks ! for pretending that that u care and ur fake front !

Shoes , it's all a women can talk about , to start a topic with a female stranger just start with SHOES

Recently more and more blogshops are selling shoes online , now u can even get those gorgeous shoes without stepping out of their houses

the modern day shoes include the latest trends on high front and back heel , bondage , metal slings included and of course boyfriend style booties

here are some examples of these shoes that i personally love ....

Pelle Moda Open Toe Lace Up Booties

 $215.00 by Pelle Moda at shopbop.com

These distressed leather high-heel booties feature an open toe and a lace-up upper. Buckled straps at ankle and exposed zip at inner side. 3/4" (20 mm) crepe platform and 4.75" (120 mm) covered heel. 6" (15 cm) shaft. Leather sole.

Rock & Republic Nahlo Bootie

 $398.00 by Rock & Republic at The Shoe Box

The Nahlo by Rock and Republic is pointed toe leather bootie with small platform at front. Buckle closure at ankle, leather patch with silver studs at front. Leather Upper and Sole.

Otbt Hutchinson

 $142.00 by OTBT at Lori's Shoes

This short military-styled boot is perfectly on-trend for the Fall/Winter season. The lace-up top, capped toe and heel, and lightly distressed leather upper keep it fashionably casual, with a convenient side zipper. The narrow toe keeps it feminine, hitting shortly above the ankle for a versatile height. Pair with leggings or tucked-in jeans to complete the look.

Elizabeth & James - More Black Suede

 $375.00 by Elizabeth and James at Jildor

Channel your inner fashionsta with the Elizbeth & James E-More open toe bootie.

why must things always be soo complicated ?

Is it because we take things too complicated or that it naturally it's to confuse people ?

the question marks make it a question but wat exactly is the answer to this questions

Is self esteem that important or that , that is the problem ?

Self esteem , is a self awareness , a confidence shown to people that u self love

without it makes the person demoralise and defeated

one with confidence carries herself into the next level without a need to explain or show off

take the step forward and find out about urself and u'll know how beautiful u are without any materials to make YOu , YOU

Cleansing express is a pure water with minerals that can help remove make up without the oily greasing filling.

Most make up removers are oily and would need cleanser to remove the grease from ur face , cleansing express does not clog ur pores and can be left on the face as a moisturizer. highly recommmended from the famous taiwan show , nu ren wo zui da as well.

this can be bought from watsons or sasa

omg , eyecandy kills silently , tats why ppl say too much candy for the eye will make u blind !

dun think anyone will survive with all the shit tat happens in life haha chinese translates to nuiao shi , brid problems

anw , life has been horrible horrible , pilling hwk , soon to be exams , piano with recarnated demon , which is eyecandy himself , tat makes it even harder ti concentrate but when teach , his a demon.but once teaching is done his super nice , nice till the extend of extinction.

but it's weird , i can read people's mind easily but for his i can't , i never know what his thinking , he surprises me when i think he's not !

this is killing me , the stress the heat just piles up

why is it that a person can give up a 10 yr friendship for a classmate tat u got closer for the past yr , i can understand the getting closer but , u are giving up a relationship we have for 10 yrs cause they dun like it , wat the fuck is tat , and wat the fuck is their prob ?! i can;t belive u would do this to me , especially u cause u know my past wounds , and stab it right in the extact spot wats worse screw the dagger in , it's like direct death .this our last year in the same school and u won't even cherish 

i won't say that i dun hate u cause , i did love u as a friend, but love ends , i'm going to let it go !

maybe the person who told me not to trust u is right i have seen wrongly not once , twice but many times , i choose to belive tat there are such things as real friends trust end with nothing.i'm turning into a person i'm not familiar with no laughter, no happiness , no trust no faith

YOU MAKE ME LOSE FAITH IN PEOPLE, IN FRIENDS, IN RELATIONSHIP .

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候 沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱

以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然 分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以 即使到最後
還微笑著 要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會 在離開時 
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中 
其實 這份愛沒停过

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候 沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然 分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以 即使到最後
還微笑著 要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會 在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實 這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然 分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以 即使到最後
還微笑著 要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會 在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
答應你 我會好好過
不讓 這些眼泪白流

i felt that the lyrics really speaks alot about it , and i felt it really fits my mood

所以你放心，我很好， 你还好吗？

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

many things in life is fate

when u thought things were just going the way u wan , i turns for the worse

when in desperate times , it turns for the better

people talk to people , and god talks thru people

maybe it's a wrong time , a wrong space